Thursday, December 17, 2009
5:03 AM | 
On My way.hey guys I am back! :D
woohoo~
my my, it's like almost half a year since
i came back here to blog again.
cant describe how hectic is the life in polytechnic.
no time for these and that.
finally a holiday, a short break for me to
catch a breath :)
so many things happened.
i became the Vice President for my dance(Salsa).
recently I've been getting up on a business.
dont really know what to add in cause i lost the feeling of blogging, hahahaha.
but it''s ok, i'll start blogging regularly again :D
ayway, got to get back to doing my business stuff and to go to bed early because i have a swimming session with Venus tmr :)
goodnight to all! :D
"it felt like i just woke up from a dream; a really long dream."
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
4:01 AM | 
You're Not Alone.Michael Jackson has a beautiful soul.
I've read about some articles,
or you can say the whole biography about Michael today.
He's a great dad i can assure you.
He can be a great husband too.
Oooh, & he's handsome before plastic surgery.
Basically, if his 1st wife is willing to bear him babies things wont turn out this way.
He seriously love his 1st wife.
In the end , got his 2nd wife to gave birth to 2 children.
Maybe he was hurt by his 1st wife?
I dont know.My heart just goes all the way out to him.
His mind was to live a simple & happy life, not only for himself bt the whole world.
He always have this mindset to make people feel that they're not alone.
Cause he knows how it feels like to be alone.
& though he's there for people who need him, those that he needed werent there.
If Michael didnt had the mindset to give up living, I bet he'll still be here right now.
He gave up on himself long before & he knows that he had taken the wrong steps in life.
It's too late to turn back.
I dont know what should i feel for him now.
I feel sad for him majorly i think.
He got so neglected, he just really want real & true friends.
Anyway, I am sure that MJ must be feeling sad yet happy now too.
Sad cause he left those who needs him & those he really love.
Happy cause it's a relieve for him to go from this world.
His children are really poorthing & they look awesome !
What a handsome dad.
Inititally he was actually notbad looking
If i knew MJ, i'll just scold the hell out of him to make him
change his heavy dosage on painkillers.
& push him down on the chair ask him to listen to the song that he sang.
Tell him that he's not alone !
He's a legend, no one would ever do anything close to what he did.
Poor life of popstars.
everything they do, they'll get noticed & pinned down by everyone.
Hopes MJ rest in peace, though i know he's only partially resting in peace. :/
& may his soul heals too.
Gosh, I've been taking painkillers recently too :0
Well, I dont know if im carrying H1N1.
I have flu, cough, sore throat, muscle aches , on & off fever.
Im afraid to go to the doctor.
Good day to all , take care of yourself :)
"He's my idol, MJ."
Friday, June 19, 2009
10:23 AM | 
Let Free.i've always got freedom like
im glad i have them.
bt too much right now i guess ?
my dad's suppose to come back by today , bt in the end it's one month later.
he wont be back here when it's my bday ):
& so many things are actually taking place in my life now.
yet no one there for me to lean on.
today i was on my way to sch then a song played.
i rmb about him , everything just flashed back.
he's the one who showed me how i should be loved.
he's the only one that really love me whole heartedly.
i dont yearn for him to be back , bt come to think about it i feel so blissed (:
friends or foe ?
i really dont know.
shit things happening in class & blah blah blah.
yes & the guy that i had a crush on is finally dying down (:
thank god that there wont be a continuations of my emotion stirring :D
plus , im too busy to add in all nonsense stuff in my life anyway.
bt the fact lies there that i still think of him most of the time, LOL.
crush & like are different thing now (: i finally sorted out !
it took my years to understand that LOL!
crush is like a temporary overwhelming attraction to someone.
& it dies down after awhile.
like is after the overwhelming attraction is over yet you still have feelings lingering for him ?
yes , & im telling you right now.
i like someone ! (:
i seriously like someone.
not going to do anything or spread around now.
just act stupid will do , hahahaha :D
best way to keep a secret is to keep to yourself (:
so people out there dont even bother trying to find out
*Evil Laughter*
anyway , yes im tired , sleepy , going to bed now.
promise to blog when i have the time :D
good day to all !
"I'll be like a fool right now :D"
Saturday, June 6, 2009
2:34 AM | 7/52
You Raised Me Up.
hey guys , anyway i had a total lot of fun this week :D
salsa camp rocks like hell.
seriously i think i need to lose weight !
i dont know why , maybe im like tallet than the other girls , that's why i have to make sure that im taller & lighter than them.
i think i lost around like 2kg in that camp.
hahahaha :B
so glad i join Social Dance Interest Group.
the people there rocks :D
guess what ?
i got best female camper award !
omg omg !
that's like the second time i got that award.
wasd it im super duper hyper or was it that people were like dead ?
LOL.
yes yes , the workshops were awesome.
although all those warming ups & stretchings gave all of us muscle aches.
SDIG , two guys in there were not bad.
i felt great when i partner them , seriously.
& what's worst to know is that , i feel jealousy stirring within me
when i see the other girls dancing so close to them !
arrrgh. freak shit , i know im not suppose to be like this , someone tell me what to do ?!
i caught myself taking a whole lot of peeps ,
to the extend that it didnt seem like a peep anymore.
whenour eyes meet , that's it , im dying from happiness !
wth right ?
yeah , anyway , some people know who's he.
hahahaha :D
im afraid that it'll spread though , & what if he avoids me ?!?!?!
omg omg omg , what the hell ~
to other people he might not look hot , bt to me , i find him real hot !
well , not his look or what , bt the way he portrays himself.
seriously , i wish i can get to know him better (:
im so sorry to reject that 2 guys cause i seriously only have my eyes on that 2 guys that im interested in right now (:
if only what he said & the things that he did to me like some little small actions are hinting me , i'll go crazy man !hahahha , LOL , ok im drifting off to my own world again :B
i've sorted out my criteria on the guys that im looking for :D
yeah , anyway im tired.
hoping that he'd reply me (:
good day to all !
"you're everything that makes me the way i behave."
Sunday, May 31, 2009
1:50 AM | 
5/52.Stepping Stones.
of my life.
last week i was having the worst week of my life.
pretty lazy to give a detailed information.
yeah , basically i've sorted it out & feel that they're jut stepping stones to help me grow strong & independent.
"i tell myself that im lucky compared to so many people."
4/52.Missed.
what does this word means to me now?
i miss someone ;
i missed the point that people want me to know ;
i missed the dateline that i set for my photography to be made.
so many so many ways to interpreting this word.
anyway this was my week 4 photography , just uploading it.
cause i missed that week.
"missed , what a word to describe all the things i've left out in my life."
Saturday, May 30, 2009
8:22 AM | 
3/52I just wish that the day wouldnt come.
cause once it's day , i've to go to school O.o
damn , this was my previous photography that was taken long long time ago.
anyway , i used it cause i didnt do my photography & it exactly fits in what i feel right now.
